Sunday, December 11, 2011
keep your face to the sunshine & you will never see the shadows ^^ ♥
Tomorrow I'm going out with him .
Yea , going out with my boyfriend.
This is the first time I'm going out with him.. ^-^
Should be happy ler , but why he felt so moody tonight...
I don't care who plan for the outings and failed how many times ,
most important , I can see you tomorrow.
That's enough for me . ;D
blogged @ 1:27 AM
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
keep your face to the sunshine & you will never see the shadows ^^ ♥
Soon will be our half year anniversary..
hehehe ^0^
I think to give him something ..
The thing he asked me before .. =P
But quite difficult to make huh ...
Still got 20++ days for me to prepare..
Wuahahaha ^-^
Wish he will like it lur ... ♥
blogged @ 11:01 AM
Saturday, November 26, 2011
keep your face to the sunshine & you will never see the shadows ^^ ♥
The worst feeling is that ..
you have to act happy and chat much ,
when actually you are not and doesn't want to..
But you still have to.
:')
blogged @ 12:43 AM
Friday, November 25, 2011
keep your face to the sunshine & you will never see the shadows ^^ ♥
Today I woke up at .. 6 something in the morning ..
sent him a message and continue sleep back...
And I had a dream that I really hate it ...
This dream I just had it before i wake up so i remembered it really well ..
~~~~(my dream)~~~~
I think it was a school trip to a science centre which is inside a shopping complex ..
I'm walking alone..
At first the scene is like at a counter ... on the bench which I sat on it with some friends and wait for her turn to visit inside some.. dunno-what-thing .. it's a dream so i not sure .. -.-
and finally her turn and she have to go in .. but i didn't go in but i walk around ..
then i saw one of my friend .. and I walk with her ,
i don't know why but we walked to a basement car park , which is dark ..
and I decided to walk back into the shopping complex and by the time i don't know where my friend gone to ..
Never mind I walk myself back to the shopping complex..
I saw my friends..three of them walking from the opposite direction ..
they talking really very happy .. and they didn't noticed about me ..
I just passed by them .. and that's really depressing ..
I look for the way to get out from there .. which I know I have to get a boat ride .. an underpass...
at last of my dream I'm walking down a escalator ..
~~~~( dream end ) ~~~~
I woke up at that time cuz I heard some noise which my mummy is folding her blanket ..
I opened my arms to her .. ( just a small one .. ) I want a hug ..
just to know that I'm not alone ..
but seems like she don't understand what I want and sit there looking at me..
and so fine .. I just keep my hand ..
I don't know why .. he isn't inside the dream .. and walk with me ..
I felt so lonely at the moment ..
I freaking hate lonely..
and still , I doesn't have someone to share my dream with ..
This two days is like back to the life before I had him ..
he's so busy ...
in the house .. everyone's not interesting in talking with me ..
no one is willing to listen to me ..
they said I'm noisy .. annoying .. even my mum .
Sitting in front of the computer .. looking at the chat list .. and wish there's someone i can chat with...
but ofcoz .. there's no one :')
blogged @ 11:07 AM
Thursday, November 24, 2011
keep your face to the sunshine & you will never see the shadows ^^ ♥
Am I really too free or what.. I can post 2 times here in one day...
None of my friends that I can actually chat with online..
I don't know what they busying...
Why only me the one who free all day long .. nothing to do ..
2 times sitting in front of the computer and doing nothing .. let the time pass..
Those feelings that no one to talk with really depressing ..
I don't dare to text him..
He's resting .. he got things to do with his family..
I don't dare to annoy him ..
I ain't blaming him..everyone have their own life and their own thing to do ...
they can't just accompany me for the whole day when I need them ..
I know he won't blame me either if I did text him ..
but I don't want to annoy him when he's busying .
This blog been closed quite a long time .. no one will come back here and read this..
so at least i can talk here ..
;)
blogged @ 4:39 PM
keep your face to the sunshine & you will never see the shadows ^^ ♥
Today is 2011 November 24th.
The reason why I suddenly post here is just because I accidentally saw this blog link and remembered that I'd have a blog ...
Seems like everybody is so busy...
I'm the only one who can online anytime ..
I thought that .. it was holiday now.. everyone will be free and online like me ...
but don't know why.. im only the one who is THAT free ..
They all .. travel around..got gathering..meeting with friends..
but me .. stay inside the house with my mother..
which she says I'm annoying and doesn't want to reply what I said..
so I looks like I'm talking to myself... -.-
This year I'm form 2 ... =D
And 1 and a half months more...
I will be a form 3 student and sitting for the PMR in the end of the year.
everything seems going on so fast ..
I've end my form 2 school life.... ^-^
This year.. I thought i will be better with my friends .. the both of them .. which I thought they are my best friends in this school...
but maybe .. I'm the only one think so ?
Things is still the same ..
If we 3 compare together ...
I'm always the one excluded ..
they 2 are the best .. :)
There's the only reason i wouldn't leave this school ..
and the person knew it ;D
If one day.. just if .. he leaved me ..
I'll probably changing school ... ^-^
but I believe he wont .. he promised ..
Haha .. every time i think of him .. i will smile ... ^-^
So glad to have him this year .. or else i would be just like last year..
unfriendly , make people hate me .. ignore me ..
haha XD
blogged @ 11:55 AM
Friday, December 31, 2010
keep your face to the sunshine & you will never see the shadows ^^ ♥
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
blogged @ 11:27 PM
keep your face to the sunshine & you will never see the shadows ^^ ♥
2010 last day and my last post ,
this year quite special ,
cuz I study in a new school , know new friends ,
my first year in secondary school .
now left 45 minutes to the new year 2011
WISH EVERY PEOPLE A HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!
blogged @ 11:12 PM
