Friday, November 25, 2011
keep your face to the sunshine & you will never see the shadows ^^ ♥
Today I woke up at .. 6 something in the morning ..
sent him a message and continue sleep back...
And I had a dream that I really hate it ...
This dream I just had it before i wake up so i remembered it really well ..
~~~~(my dream)~~~~
I think it was a school trip to a science centre which is inside a shopping complex ..
I'm walking alone..
At first the scene is like at a counter ... on the bench which I sat on it with some friends and wait for her turn to visit inside some.. dunno-what-thing .. it's a dream so i not sure .. -.-
and finally her turn and she have to go in .. but i didn't go in but i walk around ..
then i saw one of my friend .. and I walk with her ,
i don't know why but we walked to a basement car park , which is dark ..
and I decided to walk back into the shopping complex and by the time i don't know where my friend gone to ..
Never mind I walk myself back to the shopping complex..
I saw my friends..three of them walking from the opposite direction ..
they talking really very happy .. and they didn't noticed about me ..
I just passed by them .. and that's really depressing ..
I look for the way to get out from there .. which I know I have to get a boat ride .. an underpass...
at last of my dream I'm walking down a escalator ..
~~~~( dream end ) ~~~~
I woke up at that time cuz I heard some noise which my mummy is folding her blanket ..
I opened my arms to her .. ( just a small one .. ) I want a hug ..
just to know that I'm not alone ..
but seems like she don't understand what I want and sit there looking at me..
and so fine .. I just keep my hand ..
I don't know why .. he isn't inside the dream .. and walk with me ..
I felt so lonely at the moment ..
I freaking hate lonely..
and still , I doesn't have someone to share my dream with ..
This two days is like back to the life before I had him ..
he's so busy ...
in the house .. everyone's not interesting in talking with me ..
no one is willing to listen to me ..
they said I'm noisy .. annoying .. even my mum .
Sitting in front of the computer .. looking at the chat list .. and wish there's someone i can chat with...
but ofcoz .. there's no one :')
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